TRADGEDY STARTED TO STRIKE...Sadly Grandad passed away on the early hours of the 30th November,I loved my dad very much & thought this would be the most terrible blow,little did I know. knowing that Grandad would want us to carry on I decided to carry on & have Alfie's birthday party as planned,I knew it would'nt have been the greatest birthday but when we woke that awful morning little did I realise it would be the most heartbreaking day of my life,words cannot explain,my next few days were a blur,infact life since is pretty much a blur. some days are better than others & I am grateful for my time with my angel. I am grateful for the beautiful sons I still have with me but difficult is not the word! We wish love alone could have saved you Alex because if it could you would still be here.